YO-_-"How
can actually be shitty in December?
Man oh man .. can
I'm not fucking. Christmas spirit = 0 ~ My heart is thrown each week on a new one on the ground. Why does my heart since my childhood and be so deeply rooted with Borussia Monchengladbach? Why just Gladbach? Unfortunately you can not choose ...
Yesterday we went uphill - Cologne out - vw wolfsburg out ...
And now comes thick-_-"I'm shivering, I'm so damn cold - I have no appetite for 5 days more ... I eat anything ~ A dry bread I could choke down this morning ... something. Last night was something of me dizzy ... but certainly it is because of my illness ..
And then comes the next weeks will hammer me ~ I'd never been accused of covering letter ... while this is sometimes the stupidest complaint ever ... Whenever I write, only a "sorry slept" [inclusive - complete conversation] a "what can I say?" or ~
"sorry was not there" I'm tired of honest ... The year started so well - and the whole winter destroyed my year ... that was probably the shittiest year of my life ... where - the story with my nephews was even worse. What have I done wrong
I try always have been to blame for everything to give - but no, I'm definitely ~ not to blame. NOTHING! Then you say
me you read my blog every day ~ how can it be that I posted in my last entry where I have multiple data time? No answer!
~ I should change to what? Fits all!
I have this life - so live like I wanted .. And unfortunately done far too often what I should not, however fuck it - you need to know ONLY God can judge me .
This life is not a request program - I've gone too far now to turn back.
This path is full of obstacles ~ STILL I go with raised him head!
This world is so dishonest and lazy - God I feel so much hatred, envy - these severe burden remains alone
on my weak shoulders. GIVE ME THE DEBT NOT MAN. The purpose of my visit is simple to be happy ... ~
... This road full of stones and I'll go it alone holds, not me - I reach for the stars until we eventually die ~ ♥
I love you ... somehow ..
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